4 days to go b4 National Exams..

Wow... I can't believe my self when i counted how many days left b4 UN.. only 4 days!! but i still don't feel the atmosfer at all

-.-

What is actually happen to me? i try to persuade my self and keep on telling my self that i'm ready for this un.. but the facts are i'm not really sure. how can I?? the result of try outs are not that good,, and so do the mid-year tests.. will i get better score? will i pass the test successfully??

Anita will,, She will,, Amin!

(thanks 4 ur kindness praying 4 me, dude! I really appriciate that)

In high school, i met so many friends, i do have many enjoyable time together with them,, may be that's why i feel that days are too short now.. 24 hours isn't enough to be 1 day...

High School is approximately like kindergarten.. u feel happy all the time, even though u're being in a test.. love, life, lough are really perceived in this moment

2 months a go, i felt worry about UN, but now (4 days to go) i even become not sure.. do i really 1 of those national examination's examinees???

We still play together at school (while actually we should just stay home and prepare our selves... but who will do that borrying act??). We do still laugh on our own stupidity at school.. We look like very well-prepared for that holy exam.. (4 attention : "LOOK LIKE") (I emphasize : "Look Like")

Hahahaha!!! What else can I say?

At the heart of the matter, I'm not scared of UN.. Although there's only 4 days left to prepare it.., even though i didn't get the best score in my try out,.. But I feel Ready! (indicated from the (disfelt?) atmosfer of UN)

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End of mid-year test

Finally,, i passed the test, even though i still don't know what will the whole result be, but it's ok.. at least, from 3 subjects that i've already know, i didn't get any remedial..

it makes me relieved, that finally i have another time to breath b4 UN

These examinations really ruin my mind... Try outs, mid-year exams, national exams.. i mean, come on.. i have just free from being ill and finally back home from staying in the hospital for a week. sucks..

Now, i can get headache and stomachache easilly, so i sleep more than ussual, and i eat all the time,., i'm being very good in increasing my weight (damn)... whose fault is this? is this mine? because i didn't prepare my self better.. is this our government's? for the policy they made (National Examination and test for university).. or is this due to my school? for not arranging the exams table properly..

waa

what can i do now is just keep on studying (not harder than b4, cos i don't wanna hurt my body any longer), and i will pray.. i will always pray.. i will always ask people to pray for me

that's for, please wish me luck, Guys!

I wish all the best for our future live...

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Malam Keakraban dan Renungan SMANSA 2010

SMANSA will held "Makrab" on next friday, 19/03/2010. All 12th graders are invited, so please just come..

We will have an enjoyable night together, before face UN... U'll be regret if u decide not to come.

The school principal has already gave us permission to have this event together,

What u have to do is only giving your Rp 5000,- to your class' chairman. That's for the snack (because unfortunately our beloved school didn't have any budget for that)

If u're 10th or 11th grader, you are really expected to assist and give donation for this event too. hehehehe

for more information, call me or other representation of your class through this blog or event page in FB

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